And hey you with your stars out, I have no angry words for you
I suppose I'm well due for an actual update instead of song lyrics and random utterances of how horrible my life is.

I will start with the biggest change my life has seen in quite some time.  Steven and I broke up for good about 3 weeks ago.  If anyone cares to know, we dated for three and a half years.  I guess you could say that we lasted a lot longer than most couples do who get together in high school. So go us I suppose.  It is what it is. 

I've haven't truly hung out with Samantha in a very long time.  That can make things a little dim, but I'm being forced to survive for a while.  Talks online alone are having to suffice.  I miss her a lot.  I haven't seen Leslie of course in a long time because she moved to PA.  Samantha and I are supposed to drive there with her mom the first weekend of November, and I'm terribly excited.  I need my best friends.  She and I have been talking a lot lately online and through text the past month, compared to what we did while she was actually home.  It's been amazing.  She has helped me make so many life altering decisions that I know I couldn't have possibly had the guts to make alone.  I wish she would come back home..haha..just as much as she wants me to move there with her.  She better come back home after she finishes college.  I don't know what I will do if I have all my friends scattered about the country.  I had another offer to move to California around the new year.  Very tempting, though I know I can't because of school.

Megan and I have been hanging out a little bit more, though I wish we'd get at least two days a week with each other.  Our schedules suck though because we both have school and now she works. Good thing I'm being a bum right now and don't have a job or I'm sure that one day a week would turn into once every two weeks.

Brian and I have been hanging out the most I would say. He and I just got back from this weekend going to his friend's dorm at Purdue.  I had so much fun.  I haven't laughed so much in a long time.  It was nice.  I got to know one of his friends better, which is always cool.  We seemed to get along pretty good...though I did punch him..unintentionally I swear...it was just a reflex or something cause I felt bad for doing it.  He deserved it though..being a bully while we played super nintendo. 

School has been going fairly well. I'm definitely ready for a break.  I'm tired of reading so fucking much.  But I have been doing very well on the tests for my classes so far.  The semester has been zooming by, which is very surprising.  There is about a month and a half of classes left in the semester...okay..so what..there might be a little more, but it makes me feel better to say a month and a half.

Home life is getting unbearable again.  Seems like things are getting worse with just everything.  I'm sick of whats going on, and I'm sick of being treated as I have been the past month or so. 

So a bit of advice for people ever considering a job at old navy, gap, etc... don't apply online!  I applied online at school in Bloomington back in April. I got a call back then, but couldnt make it to the interview. Anyway, I got a letter in the mail about 3 weeks ago saying that some computers got stolen at the company and my personal information was on the computers. They offered me free identity theft insurance stuff..but gave me other things I need to do alone to ensure that people can't get into any of my bank accounts or whatever.  Needless to say, I was very excited.

Some exciting news!  I lost some weight without even trying!  I mean..thats pretty exciting to me.  It had to of been like ten pounds.  Hopefully this continues to happen.

So I really want to go to a haunted house for halloween sometime.  I havent been since I was little.  Megan is also supposed to be having a costume party, so that's pretty exciting.

Oh and I had the Nile for the first time last week.  Not too bad, though some of the people that work there might be retarded. 

I'm seeing more and more each day just how much I need to get a job.  I really would rather not considering how much homework I usually have during the week and on sundays, and friday and saturday are my only breaks from all that.  Bleh.  I need to find someone who will hire me.

I think that's pretty much my life right now.  At least I can't think of anything else.